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All you want to do is cease to see
You think of heaven as the place to be
Don’t go
Lilly there’s nothing there to make you clean
It’s just a gimmick
A picture
A broke home
Now, don’t get so angry
Cause you’ll make a scene
Like fuck why can’t you ever listen to me?
Begging forgiveness is an empty dream
You think you get it
But all that’s just for show
Right when i found you
All your walls were falling down
But same as then I will stay now right by your side
Just tell me now if we’ll be bound ‘til six feet down
I need to hear you say out loud that you’re still mine
I hope you know that
I will always be devoted
Yeah you’re beautiful and broken and its fine
If heading down will keep us both from falling out
Then I’ll be evil like you want to keep you mine
Mine
All you want Ollie is sweet release
Do what you want or what you think you need to do
I see you only want these angel wings
You’re such a sinner
I like that about you
Well you think I’m bothered
But i feel so sweet
You think i miss em
I don’t miss a thing
I think we pump our blood to different beats
You’re innocent
Just save yourself
Cause I wont
Right when i found you
All your walls were falling down
But same as then I will stay now right by your side
Just tell me now if we’ll be bound ‘til six feet down
I need to hear you say out loud that you’re still mine
I hope you know that
I will always be devoted
Yeah you’re beautiful and broken and its fine
If heading down will keep us both from falling out
Then I’ll be evil like you want to keep you mine
Mine
We were so young
Oh we had our fun
But now like all things
We will have to end
Our love
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Saw you cross through my eyes
All the music fell out, thought it was a dream
Think you’re all i can see
“Are you down just
Now we’re dancing and kissing between the beats
I never thought this was love
Call it whatever you want
Dont think too much about it cause buried deep
I know its wrong but it fee
Cause for the rest of our lives
I’ll tell you what you need to hear to feel fine
Oh you fell so right in my sight
I’m like oh my fucking __
How was I this lucky tonight
Oh can you feel it ?
I can sense it all revealing
(Don’t get exposed)
It must be something in the air or what im drinking
(Just get numb)
Slipping tongue with you
forgot I should be breathing
(Oh)
I hold your hands until my body loses feeling
(Oh)
It began at the show
With Him gone, I felt lost hit the club
But then just one glimpse and I knew
So clear that it would be you
Met my eyes with your own
said “Hello” and then
Made my way cross the floor
How could this not all be proof
That our love has its place in a greater scheme
I want to know “are you in?
Well
For the rest of our lives,
I’ll tell you what you need to hear to feel fine
Oh you just fell so right in my sight
I’m like oh my fucking __
How was I this lucky tonight
Oh can you feel it ?
I can sense it all revealing
(Don’t get exposed)
It must be something in the air or what im drinking
(Just get numb)
Slipping tongue with you
forgot I should be breathing
(Oh)
We can lie in bed all night and talk up at the ceiling
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3. |
Dolly
02:05
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Hey there little dolly
You want some molly
We can do it in the parking lot hell yeah
Like if u want I’ll snort the blow or take the pills
We could do it and feel better
Oh lovely little dolly
Get fucking off me
We can shoot up in the parking lot and laugh
Like if you want to we can fuck and make it real
Or if you want I’ll get the leather
All you want is to bitch to me about
Loving what you want
But you can’t love me
Baby oh can’t you let things be
I’m fighting for my life
Underneath your sheets
We could get better
We could get high
No no you just want heaven
But not so soon
I’m scared to think you only
Are with me solely
Cause you’re lonely and you need a dick to know
Lilly I know the drugs just mask the way you feel
That’s not the reason we’re together
You tell me that you’re sorry
Offer Bacardi but I only want to talk with you for real
Is it so wrong that I just want to sit and heal
Let my blood slowly get wetter
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Vervain (feat. Skatred)
03:20
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Come settle down its warm
For right now i’m yours
I like your smoke, its pure
Think I’ll take you more
Lets forget about the outside
Its only us
Here in my room
Nothing kept
What is there I’d hide?
I’m probably just stuck in my head
Yeah, true
There’s blood on my clothes
Everywhere I go
They’ll say what they want
I know my love’s true
Lets forget about the outside
Its just us
Here in my cocoon
Ollie there’s nothing that I’d hide
You can rest
And spend your life here
With you?
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The naivety
If only you knew the things that she was capable of
The promises that those would make
A tale of clinging desperation
Clinging tight until days pass
Was she worth the trouble?
Was she the one after all is said and done?
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How could I go
When all you’ve tried do is show me
We can burn slow
You said “If its good now, then why would try and change it”
Its all I’ve known
Just doing everything I’m told but
I want to know
What is out there waiting for me
Its a great big all
You and me no walls
You can have my faith
It’ll be okay
Lets leave
Just go
Whats it keeping you from growing
Oh I don’t know
Its the same for now
As it ever would be
Forget what we wanted
Can’t fit the frame
Trash it
Hold us to the light
This is different but alright
Never had to fight so hard
Never had to try so hard
Can’t fit you in the frame
Just throw the damn thing away
Its a great big all
You and me no walls
Gotta love blind faith
Everything’s okay
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7. |
Out Loud
02:09
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Sometimes
Your little spikes
Cut through my eyes
And make me numb
Even when we’re together
I can feel us drift apart everytime that we hang
You think its fake love but mine’s all true
You and me could get better
When im with you I wanna hear all that you have to say
Stay up late and wrap my arms round you
Oh why
Do diamond bikes
Not cut and ride like real ones
The way I want
Even when we’re together
I can feel us drift apart everytime that we hang
You think its fake love but mine’s all true
You and me could get better
When im with you I wanna hear all that you have to say
Stay up late and wrap my arms round you
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Rabbits
01:39
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Make it bend like a New World trend
Go down the hole to face the demon again
Yeah I think I wanna, but I just couldnt
Unless you wanna, then im all for it
Okay tell the dog to stop falling off
You make this fucking hands free
Push it up I just want it gone
Fucking take it off safety
On the pill im off the drug in your lips
In the garden we can do it like this
Wont be hollow if you grip it and twist
In a second you’ll be nice in my bliss bitch
Okay tell the dog to stop falling off
Keep it all within reach
Push it up I just want it all
Finish and we’ll stay clean
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It’s time that I do this to you
I can’t take it so i’m gonna kill you
Inclusive of me too
What else can I do?
Even though I still love you
I still love you
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10. |
8008 (Great War)
00:53
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Making out with you
And you say love’s doomed
Now my chest feels like world war II
I like the way that your eyes move
When you say that we’ll all die soon
Is it hopeless?
It may be hopeless
Half the time I think you just lack emotion
Lilly I promise you that I’ll be true
If you can promise you won’t leave so soon
How could you?
How can I?
Still act like
Its just fine?
This simple fucking trick
Just keeps you coming back again
Waking up with you without a right to choose
Always changing
Day and night
New hues
Everything i ever said i used to just regret
But now I think that I can lie like you
Is it hopeless?
It cant be hopeless
Half the time I think I just lack devotion
Lilly I promise you that I’ll stay true
If you can promise that you’ll see us through
How could you?
How can I?
It’s been like this the whole time
This simple fucking trick
Will keep you coming back again
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Fucking Ollie come here and fall at my feet
I got something to buckle you at your knees
You been played this whole time
aint This shit so sweet
I only know cause she did the same thing to me
Get off the floor
And get closer to hear some more
Don’t be hopeless
You’re better Ollie you know it
Back in Eden you got all you’d ever want
Why you need her
You looking to get some fun?
Did you hear what you needed
The Good Word?
Don’t be hopeless
You’re better Ollie you know it
Back in Eden you never had need or want
If I see you together you better run
Way before me and Lillie had cut the cord
At each angle she fiended to take my pure
Since her leaving
She lookin to wound some more
You’ll get eaten you stay with her very long
Get off the floor
And get closer to hear some more
Don’t be hopeless
You’re better Ollie you know it
Back in Eden you got all you’d ever want
Why you need her
You looking to get some fun?
Did you hear what you needed
The Good Word?
Don’t be hopeless
You’re better Ollie you know it
Back in Eden you never had need or want
If I see you together you better run
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12. |
Ghost
03:06
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By the waves we swear we can hear ghosts sing
I feel like floating
Or feeling nothing at all
Am I dreaming
I feel my heart it’s beating
I think life’s fleeting
But not when you’re around
As the day ends
Our eyes heal what’s broken
I fall apart without you
When you’re gone it’s like im starting over
Starting right where I began
Isn’t it crazy
To see yourself start changing
In a way we lost sight of it all
A fortress
Doesn’t seem so hopeless
When you’re focused on building up the walls
As the day ends
Our eyes heal what’s broken
I fall apart without you
When you’re gone it’s like im starting over
Starting right where I began
And if that’s love
Then I won’t say another word
I think you deserve more
Much more than I give
Oh my love please fly away
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13. |
Candence (feat. Skatred)
00:33
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Hey hello
How you been huh?
Its been so long
I called
I thought you’d just gone
There’s just much I need to say
And I’m worried its too late
I think its really just my brain that keeps me from saying what i want
Even if its not your fault you were involved
Though I love you in a way that Ive never felt I think its best I get this off my chest now
I love you
Okay go
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Was I just a way to kick your ex?
Its just that all these stories I keep hearing and
ignoring
Leave me so fucked
There has to be some trust
So lay it all out for me cause I need to hear it fully from you like
Where’s the cosign?
How come you’re kicking dust?
Or was it that you never thought I could be enough?
My instinct is to sever connection but there’s something that still keeps me tethered unable to keep up
So much involved in this great big all that we’ve made
I’ve been trying just to be more like you
You stick to your story like glue
You think that real life is real well that’s cute
All our life its been always right/wrong never grey
Whats a choice that you made just for you?
After all of things we’ve been through
You’d of course think that every song’s wrote for you
Then what’s the punchline?
How come they hate your guts?
Each time that we’re together
New awful always comes
Does it not matter
If im still here or not
Everything feels so deadened
Swear that there’s something off
Aching for answers that aren’t all simple nods
Can you tell me you get it and that you’re getting thought
Things will get better only when you can stop pretending you don’t care like you’re only ever numb
Ok
I could play along play nonchalant
I could give you my all but itd all be for what?
All I had for so long was a rot
Im the reason they hate me so much
He was sweet, I was so young
It was bliss but I just wanted more
Couldn’t be it and now I’m alone
Kissing holes in the brain its what I do
I think I’ll just go
Okay
It’s not so simple
Don’t tell me that I’m cursed
I know Don’t get involved
But I like that it hurts
I don’t believe in tomorrows
Faith in distance through belief
Is hollow
No wait spill it
Why prolong anymore
I know you know this song
Cause most of it you wrote
While you were trying to be something
A someone you’re not
Deep down I know we’re just the same
Its just loss
Im sure
I’d rather kiss my coffin
Than filter you out of my conscious
I know that they all told me
I get high off the omens
Follow you I did so that we could just be more close
Its the grip
The Release
Light glow
At the end of the day it’ll all end the same
I’ll put my head with the grains
I’ll feel a rush through my brain
Then I’ll blink until it all goes blank
When I open my eyes there’s no place
And I
Can’t see what’s above or below
I don’t breathe I don’t blink I don’t move
Splintered moments through my life
When I’m born and I die
There’s no circles
There’s no lines
No repeats
Only splinters that are right
Grateful that I get my die
Grateful that it ends with the one thing I prize
I’m grateful that I get my die
Grateful and blessed and it only seems right
That you’re present and I’m fucking high
There’s beauty in the end
Its a peace closing life
I’m grateful that I’ll get my die
So grateful to you for the grace of your time
I’m grateful that I get my die
A Dying
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